How much pleasure can your body tolerate? That may seem like a peculiar question, but most of us aren’t used to a great deal of pleasure running through our bodies. In fact, we’ve learned to restrict breathing and tighten muscles so that we don’t feel too much of anything, including pleasure.
We are all born with an enormous capacity for pleasure. A healthy baby can feel pleasure in every part of his or her body. Freud called this capacity “polymorphousperverse infantile sexuality” and suggested that we outgrow it, showing clearly his attitude towards pleasure. What if we don’t have to outgrow this immense capacity for pleasure? What if we can free ourselves to get it back again? And what happens to our sex lives then?
It all starts with breathing. A baby breathes fully and freely, using her entire body. As she breathes, energy flows through her, without anything getting in the way. And wherever the energy flows, she can feel pleasure.
As we get older, however, we learn to tighten our muscles and restrict our breathing to keep from feeling emotions that are painful. We find that physical tightening helps us “control ourselves” so that we don’t get into trouble by doing something we shouldn’t. Also, many of us, as children, receive punishment or disapproval for feeling too good. We’re told we’re being “too silly,” “too wild,” even “too happy.” Or we show too much interest in certain parts of our body — or someone else’s.
Then, as we grow up, with our bodies tightened, our breathing restricted, and a lot of learned embarrassment about anything sensual or sexual, our society expects us to have great sex. The positive side of this mixed message — that sexual pleasure is a positive good to which we are all entitled — owes much to the work of Wilhelm Reich, one of Freud’s most influential disciples who, as we will see, took one of Freud’s major theories more literally than Freud himself.
Freud — and Reich as a young man — lived in an era in which sex was considered “dirty” and “animal” (a belief which still exists today as an undercurrent below our more consciously held attitude that sex is desirable and positive — explaining why we’re so mixed up about sex). So when Reich decided to investigate and encourage sexual behavior, his actions created a scandal.
Reich had the distinction of being kicked out of both Freud’s inner circle and the Communist Party at the same time for encouraging sexual behavior and the use of birth control. Though he left Germany in search of a more sexually permissive society, this goal was somewhat frustrated. He was forced out of Norway for his plan to open Europe’s first sex research clinic. Like many social and intellectual pioneers, Reich was persecuted during his lifetime, but ultimately changed our way of thinking. Sex education, sex therapy and breathwork in the West all owe their existence and influence largely to this man.
Reich took to heart Freud’s early dictum that all neurosis results from blocked sexual energy. If that’s true, Reich said, let’s measure sexual energy, find out where and how it’s blocked, and free it. He developed several methods to trace the flow of energy through the body. These included measuring galvanic skin response. He found that energy runs vertically in the body, up the back and down the front — discovering independently what many Eastern disciplines had discovered hundreds of years earlier!
Body Armoring
Reich also found that babies and young children have far more energy flowing through their bodies than adults do. As we get older, we develop blocks — places in the body where tight muscles and restricted breathing keep energy from moving. Reich called the blocks “armor” and the process of developing them “armoring.” He found that the armor was in seven horizontal segments, which blocked the vertical flow of energy. (Interestingly, these seven segments correspond closely with the seven chakras described in various Eastern traditions.)
Reich then began to find ways, through breathwork and touch, to help people release their body armor and allow the energy to flow freely. He would always begin by focusing on the higher segments — face, throat and chest. He believed that the pelvis was the energy center of the body and he didn’t want to release that until the rest of the body was loose enough. In other words, he didn’t want a train going 120 miles an hour running on a track built for 35 mph traffic.
As the armoring is released, more and more energy is freed to flow through the body. When the pelvis finally lets go, someone experiencing Reichian work can feel an amazing sense of abundance and pleasure. At last we are able to be as nature intended us, taking pleasure in every breath. And the culmination of the experience of pleasure and energy flow is in full-body orgasm.
Reich placed great emphasis on what he called orgastic potency, which happens when a person gives up conscious control and surrenders to the waves of energy flowing within. Americans, he might have said, have plenty of sex, but most of them don’t seem to be able to experience deep sensual pleasure or embrace the oceanic feelings of orgasm.
Reich believed that you can’t be fully sexual unless you can be fully sensual, deriving pleasure from the sensations in many parts of your body as you open yourself to full energy flow. When your breath becomes oceanic, it feels like a wave running through your entire body. And when you allow your whole body to breathe, you are laying a template for sexual bliss. You can experience a sense of peace and fulfillment whenever you breathe fully. And you can feel great sensual pleasure without having to go on to direct sex play and orgasm. To become fully sexual, you have to be able to give up control. Your body must be free enough of tension to allow intense sensations to build and flow freely, and your mind must be willing to surrender to those sensations.
The physical experience of orgasm is a much intensified version of a full exhale. Your neck arches, your head goes back, your pelvis tilts backward so that the small of your back rounds, your legs bend out with knees going towards either side, and you experience waves of sensation flowing down your body. There is also a subtle flow going up your spine as the vital energy (known in Sanskrit as kundalini) is activated from the spine’s base.
The Little Death
Some people have a great deal of energy in their heads, but the energy becomes blocked at the base of the skull, where the head and neck meet. This results in a constant loop of energy flowing through the head, disconnected from the rest of the body. We call this state “being in your head” or “head-tripping.”
In the same way, people can have energy that only circulates in the pelvis and is blocked from ascending the spine. Sex may be fun for these people, but they are deprived of a supporting and fulfilling sensuality. There is little orgasmic flow and there is difficulty in enjoying sensuality for its own sake. In order to experience full sexual flow we need to be able to fully surrender to intense, all-pervasive pleasure. We open ourselves to what the French call “the Little Death,” a term for orgasm. This takes trust, not only within ourselves, but in the person with whom we are making love.
Reich believed that full, ecstatic sex could only take place in the context of a loving, trusting relationship, where each person, in the presence of the other, could surrender to the oceanic waves running through them. There needs to be time for the rhythm and build, and safety for the fully surrendered aftermath. Sex is ultimately about full connection with another and surrender to that connection.
Reich taught that the violent and destructive impulses that can seem so much a part of human nature actually stem from the inability to experience pleasure. We are born loving, he believed, and naturally reach out to others in a loving way. Sexual connection can be the fullest expression of that loving — and it can reinforce our ability to love.
Many religions teach that celibacy is a precondition for high spiritual attainment. Sex, they say, brings us too much into the earthly realm — the realm of sin, animal behavior, desire and disappointment. While Reich considered himself a scientist and avoided spirituality, my own feeling is that loving sexuality can lead to deep spiritual awareness. Experiencing such deep pleasure can give us a sense of gratitude and fulfillment. Surrendering to the oceanic feelings within us can lead to surrendering to the cosmos — to the infinite and uncontrollable. This sense of merging and oneness can provide an experience of the great Oneness that includes us all.